just finished hanging the laundry.
it feels weird, doing housework.
the house feels really empty now.
i'm all alone at home at 4am.
it's just me and jacob these days.
school doesn't feel like home.
home doesn't feel like home too.
i feel like i'm in limbo.

at least i have jacob. (:

another 21st is fast approaching.
life seems to be passing by really fast
but at the same time, really slow.

sometimes i amaze myself.
i seem so happy most of the time.
so bubbly, justin says.
boy oh boy, if only you really knew me.

recall those days,
back on all those times
on all the things we'll never do
there will never be a day when
i won't think of you.
i love you so very much.