i ran home.
i screamed.
i cried.
i begged.

i loved you.
i still do.
more than you knew.
more then even i myself knew.
now i regret.
i hate myself.
sometimes when its dark,
i cry myself to sleep.

it still seems unreal.
just one hug
one kiss.
please.

i miss you.
we all do.

life/death.
a month.
you're still in our hearts.
x